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1835 Madison

by Faith Evans Ruch

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1.
PBR Song 02:46
You’re a bad, bad boy, I don’t know what to do But I been wastin’ my whiskey and my nights on you And I think maybe, Baby, it’s time for me to move on I’m a sad, sad girl, all alone at the bar Drinkin’ PBR while you play my guitar And I think maybe, Baby, it’s time for me to move on Well I drank enough to come home and tell you it’s over That I’m done and leavin’ you But the part of me that’s wishin’ on this four leaf clover Wants to stay in love with you Got a strange, strange way of tryin’ to get me to stay I know I’m just another pawn in the games that you play And I think maybe, Baby, it’s time for me to move on And it’s a mean, mean ache inside my heart as I break You got me fallin’ apart, there’s not much more I can take And I think maybe, Baby, it’s time for me to move on Well I drank enough to come home and tell you it’s over That I’m done and leavin’ you But the part of me that’s wishin’ on this four leaf clover Wants to stay in love with you But it’s a hard, hard time tellin’ friends that I’m fine I try to cover white lies and drown my thoughts in red wine And I think maybe, Baby, it’s time for me to move on And it’s a long, long drive down the road to cut ties Swervin’ all the way home just to slur my goodbyes And I think maybe, Baby, it’s time for me to move on Well I drank enough to come home and tell you it’s over That I’m done and leavin’ you ‘Cause ya made me hate ya till I straight forgot how to love ya Now I’m screamin’, Babe, we’re through And I think maybe, Baby, it’s time for you to move on
2.
Don't Go 02:36
Don’t go, don’t go and leave me alone tonight Don’t go, don’t go and leave me alone tonight Turn out the light, just kiss me soft Light up a joint, slip my dress off Just lay awake, rollin’ with me Tell me that this was meant to be Hands in my hair, hold me close ‘Cause I’ma break down now if you let me go Can’t speak, stutter in shame How did we end up this way? Don’t go, don’t go and leave me alone tonight Don’t go, don’t go and leave me alone tonight It’s 3am, stumblin’ around Dancin’ through bottles on the ground Just take my hand, daybreak is soon Let’s watch the sun replace the moon When I look back, all I can do Is cry in my bed, ‘cause what we had is through It hurts, so insane, how this love brings so much pain Don’t go, don’t go and leave me alone tonight Don’t go, don’t go and leave me alone tonight Don’t go, don’t go and leave me alone tonight Don’t go, don’t go, just stay here by my side, by my side, by my side, by my side
3.
Well I told him I liked you for the words in your song That was way back, before I could sing along So you asked me to dance in a bar that burned down A week later we were sleeping on a floor in midtown Well the fall turned to winter, but I couldn’t stay cold By the warmth of your smile, and the fire in your soul Laid out on a blanket at your friend’s farm Gettin’ lost in the stars, while I’m here in your arms Well I pushed you away, so you couldn’t see through ‘Cause my eyes are still green, even when my heart’s blue Well I don’t do feelings, I told you back then So I didn’t mean to fall for my friend But you didn’t hold me like a man do With a girl he ain’t hiding his feelings for too So I pushed you away, so you couldn’t see through ‘Cause my eyes are still green, even when my heart’s blue These days we pretend like we don’t have a past And we keep up this act, so what we have left can last But boy, you done learned not to ask what I think ‘Specially if I’m one beer past way too much to drink Instead I’ll push you away, so that you can’t see through ‘Cause my eyes are still green, even when my heart’s blue Yeah, I keep on pushin’ away, ‘cause I don’t know what I’d do If you knew these green eyes hid a heart wantin’ you If you knew these green eyes hid a heart still wanting you
4.
It’s 6 am, the floor’s cold on her feet As she tiptoes downstairs, hopin’ he’ll stay asleep Brew a fresh pot of coffee, hop in the shower Then go head off to work for the next 12 long hours And when she gets home there’s a note by the phone He’s out with the boys, another night all alone She lights up a smoke out in the cold And she thinks to herself, this routine’s gettin’ old Leaves fall like confetti from the November sky But she’s too stupid to cry Well when they first married, he promised her things Like a house in the country, a big family In their cluttered apartment, in the middle of town They have separate bedrooms, and word’s gettin’ round The neighbors keep talkin’, they heard he was seen With a friend of a friend at a Christmas party She tells all her girlfriends the rumors aren’t true And you know if your man isn’t in love with you His ring’s on his nightstand, but she don’t ask why No she’s too stupid to cry She stayed at her mama’s the past several weeks He ain’t called to check in or ask how are things So she filed for the papers just before spring And she shipped him his copy, with his keys and her ring She packs up a bag and she hails down a cab Yeah, things they get better after they’re bad A dog, a new car, and a house with a yard You know she’s a go-getter when the goin’ gets hard She wipes at a tear in the corner of her eye ‘Cause there’s no more reasons to cry No, no, no, no there’s no more reasons to cry
5.
The Showdown 03:34
When I look into your eyes, it makes my stomach turn Just to see your wicked ways, it makes my eyes burn You may say that it’s okay, that we can still be friends Well I’m so sorry, Baby, but I just can’t make amends Don’t look at me, just walk away, come here or call it quits My heart it lies, ‘cause other guys can’t make me feel like this There were reasons for you leavin’, why’d you come around? I’ll get off of this stranger’s knee if you lay your whiskey down Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Don’t give me that cheap charade, I’ve heard it all before I should gather all my wits and walk right out the door You won’t ever see yourself for who you really are So I’ll be seeing you a different time, a different bar You pretend I don’t exist, you drink into the night And even though I hate you, it’s love that makes us fight There’s gonna be a showdown, I dance across the floor You’ll always be a drunk, and I’ll always be a whore Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh You hit me with those fighting words, but let me tell you what Don’t try to dance or make a stand, my heart can’t take this much You wanna make those snide remarks, they chill me to the core So I’ll just walk away from here, no bother anymore Your touch, it breaks my heart, and your kiss brings me to tears You’ll go pass out, he’ll take me home, we’ll sleep off all those years One last look, I turn away, as your eyes hand me off I try to say “I love you,” but my voice comes out too soft Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
6.
I’m blue, I’m so blue This jukebox keeps playin’ the same lonesome tune An old western melody, sung by a broken heart It’s true, oh it’s true Some young cowgirl cries out her eyes to the moon Singin’ about lovin’ a man who don’t want you Well I never dreamed in all of my life I’d find you I didn’t believe in love until you proved me wrong Now I know the feeling that takes the place of love when it’s gone Now I understand these sad, ole country songs I’m blue, I’m so blue This jukebox keeps playin’ the same lonesome tune An old western melody, sung by a broken heart It’s true, oh it’s true Some young cowgirl cries out her eyes to the moon Singin’ about lovin’ a man who don’t want you Well there was a time when I told my heart not to go falling ‘Cause I was afraid of feeling something so strong Now I know the real fear is still lovin’ someone who’s moved on Now I’m the one playin’ these sad, ole country songs I’m blue, I’m so blue This jukebox keeps playin’ the same lonesome tune An old western melody, sung by a broken heart It’s true, oh it’s true Some young cowgirl cries out her eyes to the moon Singin’ about lovin’ a man who don’t want you
7.
I knew the words to every song before I knew your name Met the boy inside the chords, related to his pain You fall for what’s inside the heart, so I can understand What it means to love his music, more than you love the man But I don’t know if I can shake this feeling The words you left me with, they cut, unhealing I thought about it, and I know it’s true I’m in love with you Something told me if I learned to write and play songs too I could fix my broken heart and I wouldn’t still need you But here I am, still writin’ blues ‘bout how you make me see That maybe things between us changed ‘cause, Baby, you changed me But I don’t know if I can shake this feeling The words you left me with, they cut, unhealing I thought about it, and I know it’s true I’m in love with you I feel like it’s my first kiss, with every note that falls and lifts Drunk off of this melody and I’m spinnin’, fallin’ So why do I care? The feeling’s gone when the music’s not there Well who, who the hell are you? Can’t you see what you’re puttin’ me through? But I don’t know if I can shake this feeling The words you left me with, they cut, unhealing I thought about it, and I know it’s true I’m in love with you I’m in love with you
8.
Well there’s laundry to do and it’s a quarter till 2 But she can’t get him outta her head And how she shoulda said no every time that he told her Honey, come ‘n warm my bed She said, I think I’ll go outside today Pick up my guitar and teach myself how to play I’m gonna lay my body down under the sun, Boy Let Mother Nature do her healing ‘Cause there ain’t no man ‘round here who can teach me To play the music that I’m feeling To play the music that I’m feeling Well it’s a quarter ‘till 4 when he knocks on her door Beggin’ like, Baby, please can I stay? She said, Hell no, and she told him to go But she stopped him before he got away She said, Come out back, I’ll sing you a song ‘Bout how I learned to play while you were doin’ me wrong I’m gonna lay my body down under the sun, Boy Let Mother Nature do her healing ‘Cause there ain’t no man ‘round here who can teach me To play the music that I’m feeling To play the music that I’m feeling Well it’s a little past 5, and she feels so alive As she strums out the very last note And then they head back inside, with no more secrets to hide And he pauses as he puts on his coat He said, I think it’s you who don’t need me Cause, Baby, you’re a woman who has got to be free So go ‘n lay your body down under the sun, Girl You know, I got a real good feeling That there ain’t no man that’s gonna fix what I broke So go on and sing your heart into healing I said, go ‘n sing your heart into healing
9.
Catty 02:47
Mama always told her, Baby, be good Don’t want no bad reputation in a nice neighborhood But you know to have pride, you’ve had to have shame She woke up in his bed, but she didn’t know his name She sang, Hey, Mama, your baby’s gone bad You see, I didn’t have him long, but he’s the best I ever had And, no drama, that’s how you play the game Gonna love ya night through mornin’, till I get to know your name Daddy always told her, Girl, you gone wrong Givin’ men a bad impression with the words in your songs But she told him, Old Man, don’t tell me how to sing They fall in love inside the bar, and I take ‘em home with me She cried, Hey, Daddy, your baby’s gone bad You see, I didn’t have him long, but he’s the best I ever had And, no drama, that’s how you play the game Gonna love ya night through mornin’, till I get to know your name Now her mama, and her daddy, and the local boys too Are sayin’, Girl, get some control before the Devil gets you You can drink all night, and sleep all day But you can only use a man up in so many ways They told her, Hey, Baby, you better simmer down Before your fire burns down all your bridges in town Play it cool, Baby, you know it ain’t right To try ‘n sing ‘n sleep your way into the local limelight To try ‘n sing ‘n sleep your way into the local limelight To try ‘n sing ‘n sleep your way into the local limelight
10.
As I went down to the river to pray Studying about that good ole way And who shall wear the starry crown Good Lord, show me the way Oh sisters, let’s go down Let’s go down, come on down Oh sisters, let’s go down Down to the river to pray As I went down to the river to pray Studying about that good ole way And who shall wear the robe and crown Good Lord, show me the way Oh brothers, let’s go down Let’s go down, come on down Oh brothers, let’s go down Down to the river to pray As I went down to the river to pray Studying about that good ole way And who shall wear the starry crown Good Lord, show me the way Oh fathers, let’s go down Let’s go down, come on down Oh fathers, let’s go down Down to the river to pray As I went down to the river to pray Studying about that good ole way And who shall wear the robe and crown Good Lord, show me the way Oh mothers, let’s go down Let’s go down, come on down Oh mothers, let’s go down Down to the river to pray As I went down to the river to pray Studying about that good ole way And who shall wear the starry crown Good Lord, show me the way Oh sinners, let’s go down Let’s go down, come on down Oh sinners, let’s go down Down to the river to pray
11.
Your Soul 02:30
I don’t know why, I don’t know when You said that we should just be friends Your heart has gotten oh, so cold I’ll pray for your beautiful soul I learned guitar so I could play The words my lips would never say Like take me home, take off your clothes And hold me closer to your soul Well, this changes everything, now you’ve had all of me I’m not your girl, I’m not your friend I know this feeling’s got to end You look at me with your eyes closed So I can’t see into your soul But I don’t mean anything, though you’ve had all of me I don’t know why, I don’t know when You said that we should still be friends ‘Cause truth be know, and truth be told I’m better off without your soul

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Copyright 2013 Penny Lane Publishing, ASCAP
Recorded at Music+Arts Studio in Memphis, TN
Produced, engineered, & mixed by Kevin Houston
Mastered by Kevin Nix at L. Nix Mastering, Inc. at Ardent Studios in Memphis, TN
Art direction & illustration by Rachel Briggs

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released September 24, 2013

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Faith Evans Ruch Memphis, Tennessee

Faith Evans Ruch is a Memphis, Tennessee folk/Americana singer-songwriter with a fresh, honest voice. She broke onto the scene in 2013 with '1835 Madison' and follows it with her sophomore vinyl EP, 'After It's Said & Done.'

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